It’s weird, when you go out with someone who isn’t exactly over his ex.
(something sounds wrong with the composition of that sentence. correct it please.)
Anyway. I met someone through g4m. (yeah, I have a g4m, but I’m not telling~)
So yeah. Uh, then this guy that I met, he introduced me to another guy. Weird diba? I mean, usually, if you message someone in g4m, you wanna know the guy. Pero this one was different. He messaged me because he wanted me to meet another guy. Weird.
Anyway, to cut the long (and complicatedly werid) story short, this guy I met from g4m (let’s call him guy A), wanted to introduce me to his ex (let’s call this one guy B). So yeah. guy A was looking for a guy whom guy B could date. Kasi they recently underwent through a very complicated breakup, kaya ayun. >_< I got in this mess. >_<
So anyway. Guy B and I started going out. Well, not exactly going out eh. Seeing each other, (in it’s literal meaning) is more like it. So yun. Uh, I like guy B, kasi we look SO much alike. And yeah, he’s nice din.
Basta. The other day, we were at Starbucks, tapos we were kinda making kulit each other (omaygad, that sounds so bad. haha. forgive me.), then he texted me, he said “I think I’m starting to like you”. So I replied, “wag mo pilitin”. I said that kasi I knew he wasn’t over his ex. Basta.
Ayun. We talked after that, basta. I won’t say na what we talked about. Basta there were some things lang na I wanna point out.
1. He and his ex-boyfriend can be compared to me and my ex. He’s my ex, then I’m his ex. They’re both really good boyfriend paired up with us, bad boyfriends. >_<
2. He’s SO not over his ex. I mean, we were together sa mall, and all he talked about was his ex-bf. I don’t have anything against that ha. I’m just saying na he’s not over his ex. I like listening to other people’s problems. XD
3. I just like him because we look alike. Okay, sorry for being narcissistic ha, pero that’s me eh. Haha. Uh, he’s nice and all, pero… I don’t really feel comfy around him. Basta. We can be friends nalang. XD
Uhh. Ayun. I wanna talk to my ex. I hope we can be friends din. I know na it’s stupid, me wanting to be friends with him after everything I did.. Pero, we shared so many happy memories together eh. Ayoko naman yung after all those things we shared, we’ll just forget each other. >_< Hay. I wanna talk to him pero I don’t have the guts.
I’m afraid he’ll get mad at me lang. Hay.